被吊起来的心

Really want to say thanks to R who never fails to encourage when i am very down. I think it's so bad that i lose the spirit when i walk into my form class. The connection seems lost. I heard and i understand about the theory of putting fertilizer and water and the part about them getting handy in the future but sometimes certain things just seem to hang inside, just like a sharp metal hook gagging up the heart, and you feel so helplessly trapped and tangled... does anyone feel that way before?