Blogging on the net is always easier when you are writing in English. You do not have to worry about the "pin yin" of the words that you want to write and everything just flows.

Life can be contradictory sometimes.

You fight very hard for some things but in the end your goal flys further the more you struggle. Some people asked me if efforts do mean results; and answers seemed so easy always to say but yet also appear unattainable when you make the prescribed attempt.

Does effort equals to product? Many a time, the answer is sadly no. So how do i really give a really good answer to those of you who have talked with me at heart? Spent long hours pondering on the things that never fail to gripe and gnaw?

Today my answer is that you will get a sense of relief. Because you have fought hard for it, no matter how bad the method was to reach the conclusion, the result will prove to be a consolation, even discouraging it may seemed to be.

Sadness may come inevitably, but ultimately your heart's desires have been answered, if not achieved, and that is comfort enough.