Its been 5 years since i lost my mother and today i am made to think about her again when my auntie talked to me over the issue.
She was talking to me about religion and how it would help my mother and so on... then a part of me started thinking that ... maybe nothing was real and that religion was actually to help us overcome our grief more effectively amongst many other things.
But then that was only a guess.
Then i saw online accounts of Jasper and Serene... and suddenly it ached me again to know i have yet lost 2 more people who somehow touched my heart.
Sometimes life can be that much tough to handle .... ...
29 January 2006
28 January 2006
Efforts Repaid?
Today has been a very happy day.
Ex-students have came back to visit me and i have got gifts for the CNY from some of them even, even though some were just mandarin oranges.
Then i was commented to be teaching well in the subject by another student.
Though simple words and actions, they were really a big boost on my morale as i can finally proved that what i had chipped in was worth the effort.
I think i am ready to move on!
Ex-students have came back to visit me and i have got gifts for the CNY from some of them even, even though some were just mandarin oranges.
Then i was commented to be teaching well in the subject by another student.
Though simple words and actions, they were really a big boost on my morale as i can finally proved that what i had chipped in was worth the effort.
I think i am ready to move on!
23 January 2006
胡思乱想
要写作却不知道要写一些什么。最近生活过得不是很好。工作上除了忙，还是忙。
每天接近十四个钟头的工作时间几乎是疯狂的。为什么同事们大多数都是晚来早走，而我却是早来迟归？沉重的压力好像让我开始胡思乱想，以为学生心里都把我看成一个懒惰的老师。
于是我还是拼了命地苦干实干，希望不辜负他们。但这样的生活又能够持续多久？
每天接近十四个钟头的工作时间几乎是疯狂的。为什么同事们大多数都是晚来早走，而我却是早来迟归？沉重的压力好像让我开始胡思乱想，以为学生心里都把我看成一个懒惰的老师。
于是我还是拼了命地苦干实干，希望不辜负他们。但这样的生活又能够持续多久？
21 January 2006
16 January 2006
A Moment of Recollection
Nows the hour to be marking or sleeping already but yet my mind trails off into the distance.
The buzz of the msn and some chats with a few frens and old boys, the thing that really caught my eye on the many nicknames on the chat console was "the spitfire days".
Reminiscence of the old days... those were the days... many of us do want to linger and maybe not come into the present. The old days always seemed sweet and full of joy and fun. Great friends, good life and the best of all a time to remember.
The buzz of the msn and some chats with a few frens and old boys, the thing that really caught my eye on the many nicknames on the chat console was "the spitfire days".
Reminiscence of the old days... those were the days... many of us do want to linger and maybe not come into the present. The old days always seemed sweet and full of joy and fun. Great friends, good life and the best of all a time to remember.
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